She was close. close enough to be your ghost

Today is Briana's birthday so we celebrated last night at the continental. peanut butter wolf was supposed to dj but didn't.
so i picked up sharnae and laine and we went super early so they had no problem getting in with their fake ids. we chugged vodamin water on the way there and got pretty trashed. they both wore pairs of my huge high heels and thought they were gonna eat shit every minute. for some reason the dumb waitress wanted to kick lainey out. she probably would have had a riot on her hands because we were mobbing that place.
anyhow, i was late coming home as a result and my mom lost her rag AGAIN. she felt guilty because she text me asking farmers market?. i said yes of course and i can't wait to go and get more bean sprouts and strawberries. last time she got crazy and yelled at me her guilt got me a sewing machine and a trip to aruba (november woo!). but the farmer's market is good too.
today i cleaned my house from top to bottom and did laundry. and it felt like therapy.